Tuesday, February 24, 2015

x2 Step 55 – Journal Step 54 - I will not live in idealism.



Today: Step 55 - I will accept the world as it is.  (MP3)   – Journal  Step 54 



I will accept the world as it is. Step 55

IDEALISM IS THE ATTEMPT NOT TO ACCEPT THE WORLD AS IT IS. It justifies blame and condemnation. It establishes expectations of a life that does not yet exist and thus renders you vulnerable to grave disappointment. Your idealism fortifies your condemnation.

ACCEPT THE WORLD TODAY AS IT IS, not as you want it to be. With acceptance comes love, for you cannot love a world that you want to exist. You can only love a world that exists as it is. Accept yourself now as you exist, and true desire for change and advancement will naturally emerge within you. Idealism justifies condemnation. Recognize this great truth, and you will begin to have a more immediate and profound experience of life and of that which is genuine and not based upon hope or expectation but upon true engagement.

THEREFORE, IN YOUR TWO 30-MINUTE PRACTICE PERIODS TODAY, concentrate on accepting things exactly as they are. You are not condoning violence, conflict or ignorance in doing this. You are merely accepting the conditions that exist so that you may work with them constructively. Without this acceptance, you have no starting place for true engagement. Allow the world to be exactly as it is, for it is this world that you have come to serve.

PRACTICE 55: Two 30-minute practice periods.

Picture: There are many aspects of the world that we will need to learn to live with as it has become impacted by many forces, including cumulative human action. This machine visualizes data relating to the individual aspects. I found it in the terminal of Love Field, Dallas, Texas. 


October 12, 2000 – 7:35 a.m.

"I will not live in idealism." Step 54

Observe what: (1) I want myself to be; (2) I want the world to be; (3) I want my relationships to be.

(1) I want to be handsome, healthy, attractive, entertaining, rich, influencing, revered, listen to, consulted,

(2) I want the world to be logical; cooperative; growing; non-violent; diverse, but not divisive; problem-solving; fun; challenging – but not impossible; not self-centered

(3) I want my relationships to be happy, easy, uncompromising, loving/or friendly, cooperative, fulfilling, beneficial to all parties,

Being in body – is work – it seems most people accept their place – seek to survive & prosper… And live. My idealism wants more and is continually frustrated, though I'm a more realistic than many – a systems worker, paradigm shifter.

7:29 p.m. In Warrenton~ #2  I will not live in idealism.

Observe (1) What I want myself to be; (2) What I want the world to be; (3) What I want my relationships to be.

(1) – there for important contributions; understander of the universe; explorer of understanding of the world; safe; successful in risk-taking; invisible when I want to be; sought for advice; doing my part in the world; part of the growth of Knowledge, wisdom, regional intelligence.

(2) – a fertile garden for my ideas: a safe place for me and my family; a fair place that accommodates differences; a kind place where the golden rule is practiced from a positive perspective; a forward-looking environment where problems and disasters are avoided; challenging yet fair, peopled by good and honest folks; stimulating of my creativity; easy to manage

(3) – communication – being heard and understood – in all relationships; learning & teaching dialogues & explorations; give & take; accepting of me/recognizing my kind heart, good mind and positive intent, mutually beneficial, loving & respecting, open, low cost – easily maintained, easily remembered names/places –; enriching/wealth creating – like that with the stock market (NOT)

When I first did this practice in 1999, there was no record in my journal. This day there is a complete record; two versions of idealism. Not much to disagree with, but what is really possible? Working on that every day. Let us continue.

NNC
 

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