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| Today I will be attentive. Step 338 |
BE ATTENTIVE TODAY so that you may see what is
occurring around you. Be attentive today so that you may experience yourself in
the world. Be attentive today so that you may experience that the fire of
Knowledge is burning within you. Be attentive today so that you may experience
that the presence of your Teachers is with you. Be attentive today so that you
may see that the fire of Knowledge is burning within the world and that the
presence of your Teachers is present in the world as well. These things will
naturally come to you as you are attentive, for without condemnation you will
see what is actually occurring. This will confirm your spiritual nature and
purpose in the world. This will confirm your true identity and give meaning to your
individual life.
BE ATTENTIVE UPON THE HOUR TODAY and have
confidence that being attentive will yield its own true results for you. Without
judgment and evaluation, you will see through all fearful appearances that the
world may present to you. You will see through all fearful appearances that
your imagination may present to you, for all fearful appearances are born of
and substantiated by imagination. In being attentive to the world, you
recognize the world’s confusion and its need for Knowledge. This will confirm
your own confusion and need for Knowledge and will make you happy that you are
now preparing to receive Knowledge itself.
IN YOUR DEEPER MEDITATION PRACTICES BE ATTENTIVE,
be present and give yourself in stillness within the sanctuary of Knowledge. You
need only be attentive. Judgment is not necessary. Be attentive and you will
penetrate the false and you will receive the true. For true attention will
always give you that which is true, and false attention will always give you
that which is false.
TODAY YOU STRENGTHEN THIS FACULTY OF MIND, this
ability to be attentive. You strengthen this for yourself and for the world,
which needs to be recognized. For the world needs to be loved, and love only comes
through true recognition.
PRACTICE 338: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly
practice.
From the journal:
10:39
a.m. July 22, 2001 – on the road. Rock 'n
Roll Museum yesterday. I expected to meet someone new. I did. I met myself.
This morning in my 1st practice "Alone I can do nothing.
In
my car bound meditation – I met the RHG and we conversed. A year ago this
didn't happen. I wasn't progressed enough. I’d wanted it before… wasn't ready,
though I've had a sense of individual guides.
I
wanted to know how to tell this wasn't my imagination? They showed me my
journals. I asked who they were – I got a Jonathan Cleese – Monty Python Nigel
– British voice from – I guess Mar-Cum – the clown. I asked about female – they
said the soul could project either, but female is harder to project. I asked if
they been with me all the time? They said, my guardian angel/thought adjuster
is with me/everyone from birth. The group connects as one awakens/has life
experience. I’d chosen to manifest. Our study is cooperation/our work is such.
I
have a sense now needing to work strategically. For example, I asked about the
job thing. They had hoped it would be smoother. I've met many need to work with
– and when they sense someone – they try to move me to meet.
Coordination
w/Cindy's – is goes on. Her guides primarily female – a different projection, a
different life.
So…the
future…still learning in the NSV… SU still a high option… Still, still in the
flow – the process, RHG is working and I'm part, we’re together. I am not
alone.
1:07
p.m. E.D.T. – The people of the U.S. connected themselves by trail, road, rail
– then highway and airport. We do not want to be alone. How do we fuel this
connectivity?
8/4/01
(the invisible hand of cooperation at work)
Reading
from the same Steps period 13 months ago. So much has come through. I need
to/we need to get it out – being patient, alert, still, active.
→ Irrigating corn
in Indiana – should that be done? Planetary management – who is getting
those degrees? Planet ecosystem is self-correcting. Hang on!
12:02
a.m. Monday, July 23, 2001 In TR. Got here 7 p.m. Visited Mom & Dad. Good
to see them. Dad never held me so tightly nor looked so intently. We came back
here for dinner – to the Lighthouse Inn. I did Practice 2 – Now that dialogue
is open…it can't be experienced in the same way again. Watched top 10
unsolvable crimes. Isolated people kill others.
RHG
is my Regional Harmonics Group. I’d been told about my group about 1989. I had
picked up a name or two over the years. In this Step, some direct thought
communication, but, as noted, by Practice 2, it didn’t happen again. So this
whole idea is hard to get, yet some communication has come and it has been
useful, so let us continue. Mystery is a good term. Let us continue with our
own mystery.
NNC
Note: If you’ve some interest due to this or other
Steps, you should go to the beginning blog post. From here you will learn about Steps to Knowledge
and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. You can
use the posts on this blog as a companion if it helps. They will remain in
order in the archives - one post per Step.
Often it takes 18 months to get through the Steps
once. For this blog, the pace is one-a-day, but it really makes no difference
how fast you do it, only that you begin, persist and repeat. Posts here provide
a trail that may let you have a virtual companion when and if you want one. One
may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps
students blogging their experience and you might find a person more like you as
a companion, or use a number of such Steps journeys. There are options as well
through the Free School of the New Message.
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