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| I am in the world to express my Self. Step 357 |
EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER SAID and everything you
have ever done has been an attempt to express your Self. Your dilemma in the
past is that you have attempted to express a self that is not your Self. This
temporary self, this personal self, has been used as a substitute for your True
Self, though it is only meant to be an intermediary between your True Self and
the world. Because it has been used as a substitute, its own inherent confusion
and lack of foundation have disabled your communication and expression. Therefore,
you have not found the source of your expression or the best vehicle for your expression.
THAT YOUR TRUE SELF WISHES TO EXPRESS ITSELF is
evident in all of your past activities if you will understand them objectively.
Everything you have ever said to anyone contains a seed of true expression.
Everything you have ever done or attempted to demonstrate contains the seed of
true demonstration and expression. You need only purify your expression to have
it be complete and truly representative of your nature and, therefore, truly
satisfying to you.
BECAUSE YOU ARE HERE TO EXPRESS YOUR SELF, you must
also learn how to express your Self, how your true expressions will affect others
and how this effect can be utilized appropriately, for your wellbeing and their
well-being as well. Here you learn what you wish to express and how to express
it. And you also learn to realize its impact upon the world. This requires the
cultivation of Knowledge within you, the cultivation of your personal abilities
and the transformation of your personal self from being a substitute for
Knowledge to being an intermediary for Knowledge. As an intermediary, your
personal self must be developed and activated properly. Here it serves a
Greater Self within you, as your Greater Self serves the Great Self of the
Universe. Here everything finds its rightful place and its uniform expression.
REMIND YOURSELF UPON THE HOUR that you wish to
express your Self and in your deeper meditation experiences, where you come in stillness
and devotion, allow your True Self to express itself to you. Beyond words and
beyond actions, your True Self will express itself and you will know its
expression. You will know that you wish to receive its expression and to extend
its expression into the world. The world is the place where you have come to
express your Self because the world is the place where you wish to be at home.
PRACTICE 357: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly
practice.
From the journal: Step
356 - I will find my Self today.
August
10, 2001
10
p.m. – On the porch… Preparing for practice #2. It has been quite a day for the
Shenandoah Valley – The morning Winchester – Frederick County meeting and then
Warren County BOS meeting. Clayton W… and I made a good team.
Tonight
Cindy and I went for a walk and had dinner at Riley's – Quality Inn. I
suggested we plan for a trip to England – the fare I got from US air was
cheaper than going to Boulder. She started out negative – but I called her on
that.
David
called. An attorney has taken its case on contingency. He's in school for
paramedic training. I said he had to learn for himself and for Lane so he
doesn't reject the help of teachers the way David did. Lane is likely to have
the same issues. I told David how he can see that people were only trying to
help. He needs to understand why he rejected that. Why did he let people
tease/or make him feel funny about the other help? They hurt him then, and
letting them do so continues to hurt him because he didn't open himself to
learning.
→ Tomorrow ARC view
tutorial – let me see how that goes.
Finding
oneself is a great goal in life. Working on that in the mundane aspects of my
life. We continue.
NNC
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and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. You can
use the posts on this blog as a companion if it helps. They will remain in
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Often it takes 18 months to get through the Steps
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may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps
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