Monday, September 28, 2015

x2 Step 271 - I will accept responsibility today. – Journal – Step 270



Today:  Step 271 - I will accept responsibility today. (MP3)

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I will accept responsibility today. Step 271

ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY, which is your ability to respond. Accept this, cultivate it, cherish it and welcome it. It is what will make you strong. It is what will make you devoted. It is what will bring to you the relationships you have always desired. This is the empowerment you so desperately need which you are learning now to claim for yourself. With this empowerment come the conditions for empowerment—that you respond to Knowledge and follow Knowledge, that you refrain from all motivations that are not born of Knowledge, that you become objective with yourself and your motives, that you question yourself without doubting yourself and that you surround yourself with individuals who can support the emergence of Knowledge within you and are free to tell you their own perceptions. This is essential for your well-being and development. This will protect you from self-error, which as you become more powerful will have greater and greater impact upon you and others.

ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY TODAY. Accept this, for it represents your truest and greatest need. Responsibility will enable you to love and extend yourself into the world.

UPON THE HOUR THINK OF TODAY’S IDEA. And as you enter meditation twice today, take full responsibility for being a student of Knowledge and enter into stillness and silence with your complete being. Let no thought or doubt dissuade you. Do not let ambivalence hold you back. Press onward. Open yourself. Enter the mystery of your life so that you may be able to respond to it, for this is the meaning of responsibility.

PRACTICE 271: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly practice.



8 a.m. Wednesday, May 16, 2001 – Step 270 "With Power Comes Responsibility". – The text says – "Knowledge will empower you, and you must be responsible to Knowledge".

I feel responsibility to Knowledge, but do not feel any "power". If I had power, I'd help my children. I'm using K – what K has given me, but still the relationships are suffering.

Objectivity does not translate to "all life is sacred". There is a churning of souls – in the poor, uneducated/uneducable – and domination at the top among those with earthly power – political, military, economic.

K shows me a panorama of time, physical movement – gain and loss. Economic advantage is not the basis for life, yet comfort – stasis – is temporary.

Stephen Greer puts forth an interesting argument. UFO secrecy was warranted during the Cold War when alien technology could assist our enemies – the Germans & Russians – but no Cold War? No threat – so the secret government must be exposed. w/o that – it can't become the topic for open and public debate.

I am here – to be a resource – to be used.

10:30 p.m. Knowledge has no concern about my financial resources. I, in my personal mind, feel like a fool.

10:34 p.m. "With power comes responsibility". I believe this is true. I don't think I have "power". All my life I've not wanted power over others – because that would lead to death – I didn't want the responsibility of leading people to their death in the military. I don't/didn't want to threaten or be threatened. I want idealism – the right thing for the right reason – not that I've always done that, but I've usually had reasons for what I've done.

It is this that makes me not fit. Of course I've done the wrong thing often – investments for one thing… and, like the start of this – failure makes me feel stupid – though I wonder why I need the money anyway.

Getting rich has never been the goal – I've succeeded. To what degree does that make me contribute? Less than I might, for I see others contributing more selflessly.

What is my part? More alien analysis – thoughts of what is there? Still – that does not help. Humanity must be itself first. That remains, regardless of the level of contact.

text "It is very common in the world that people want power w/o responsibility for their idea of freedom is that they are not beholden to anything".

"I don't want any power I can't handle responsibly". Does that mean anything? The power is in the ideas and their use… it is an empowering.

I have plenty, if not too much. The power I lack is that of healing my kids.

If I were given wishes today, I'd use them for the kids that they might learn quickly and end their struggles.

11:31 p.m. What else can one do except seek Knowledge?

More self-assessment and detail about what of Stephen Greer’s perspective made sense to me. You may have your own challenges to make sense of the others who speak about ETs. Let us continue.

NNC

Note: If you’ve some interest due to this or other Steps, you should go to the beginning blog post. From here you will learn about Steps to Knowledge and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. You can use the posts on this blog as a companion if it helps. They will remain in order in the archives - one post per Step.

Often it takes 18 months to get through the Steps once. For this blog, the pace is one-a-day, but it really makes no difference how fast you do it, only that you begin, persist and repeat. Posts here provide a trail that may let you have a virtual companion when and if you want one. One may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps students blogging their experience and you might find a person more like you as a companion, or use a number of such Steps journeys. There are options as well through the Free School of the New Message.

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