Friday, February 19, 2016

CT Step 50 - I must learn to use my body as a vehicle for Knowledge. – Journal – CT Step 49



Today:  CT Step 50 - I must learn to use my body as a vehicle for Knowledge. (MP3)

I must learn to use my body as a vehicle for Knowledge. CT Step 50

If the mind serves the Spirit and the body serves the mind, then everything serves the Spirit. Your physical body then becomes your key link with the world. Its promise here is to become an instrument of communication and contribution. For this to happen, the body requires a developed degree of health and ability. If you do not have a healthy relationship with your body, then it cannot fulfill this greater function. That is why it is important for all students of Knowledge to maintain an exercise program and to eat very well in order to elevate their health and physical ability. You do not want your body failing you after you have done so much work preparing the way for Knowledge.

We are saddened that people do not value their physical body after so much work has been done to bring them into the world. But we understand this neglect because if you do not know your purpose or your greater reality, then you will think of your body as a prison and you will exercise your self-abuse by misusing your body. It will then become an image of your self-neglect or self- abuse. We seek to correct this destructive attitude by reminding you that the body is an instrument for communication and contribution. It must be maintained with a high degree of health and vitality for this purpose.

Think today of how you may elevate your level of physical health. Do not think spiritual development is only working at the level of your mind or emotions because your body needs certain things, and these are already apparent to you. If your body is to serve you, then you must take very good care of it.

Today practice stillness and upon the hour exercise awareness and discernment. Throughout the day think of your body as a great instrument and recognize what you can do to support it and maintain it for this purpose.

Practice 50:   One 30-minute stillness practice.
                         Contemplation practice.
                         Hourly practice.

Picture:  Hiking for fitness - Arches National Park, Moab, Utah.


Yesterday:  CT Step 49 - REVIEW

Points from note cards

43 – My responsibility is to Knowledge.

44 – If I understand my relationships, I will understand my priorities.

45 – There are greater relationships awaiting me. I must prepare. … The Creator’s first purpose is to unburden you. This requires change and readjustment. If this change is not welcome, if the need for it is not understood and supported, then the answer to your great need must wait and your prayers must be left unanswered until a later time. There are greater relationships awaiting you. You must be available to them. … Knowledge will commit you totally to the right people, but it will remain silent with everyone else.

46 – I must have courage to choose my freedom. … you must choose your partners very carefully. You cannot be reckless in relationships and have any hope of fulfilling your greater purpose here.

47 – My power is needed in the world. … The Way of Knowledge - … We teach you to follow your inner authority and only give yourself to a person or other authority if Knowledge indicates that this is necessary. … In the GC, you will need your power, individually and collectively, to remain free and to survive. So the loss of power and the lack of power are critical problems. … real loving and real kindness come from a deeper power within you. … Where can this power be found? In stillness today, come close to this power. And upon the hour, practice this power as you break free of the domination of your circumstances and as you exercise awareness and discernment. Recognize that you need far greater power than you have today if you are to find K and be able to express K in the world. Power is important. You need more of it. You need real power. You need to become an authority in your own life. Then you can give yourself to others who are more powerful, without losing anything. But to give yourself in relationship, you must have your own authority intact.

48 – contact with the GC requires … greater power and a greater presence of mind

49 – Review - … come to your practices with an open mind and an open heart. You are here to learn—- not to demand, not to defend, not to protect, not to negotiate, but to receive and to learn so that  you may be able to give.

From the journal:  CT Step 49 - REVIEW

12:35 a.m. Saturday, October 13, 2001 –

To bed now, review this day. A disappointing week. Too much vision, too little action – life could just stop for me. Then what of the world? Am I supposed to be doing something? Really?

8:35 a.m. Reading complexity theory – "too much variation" – that's the regional problem – too many regional alignment variations for the localities to deal with.

The value of Mecca – to Islam and the world – bringing people together to share and re-disperse.

7:34 p.m. A long review. Reading Step 47 "My power is needed in the world", leads me to think there is more here to physicality than meets the myth or the mind. If my power is needed – and I'm one of thousands of students in this relationship – where power is needed – it must make a difference to how the creation goes. I've often felt it makes no difference whether I'm here or not. In my suicidal teen years or other times when the mental gun "blows my brains out" when stymied – this suggests/says it makes a difference.

I don't have a personal biological stake – since my genetics live on in no one – partially and Diane and Penny's kids – but none in David & Sarah. Roman soldiers fought for their sons and daughters to have freedom – but that is not my fight, unless it is my own future reincarnation I seek to improve.

Step 47 suggest it is far more serious, the need to cultivate power both to find and express Knowledge. What is distraction then, and what is essential?

Step 48 – "In the GC, you will not be free".

8:10 p.m. 4 pillars Review – slow to get there…but…

1. Relationships – Y – Build

2. Career & Providership – Y – publish, maintain order forwards – focus

3. Health – exercise –

4. Spiritual advancement – N

8:37 p.m. My review is complete. I feel exhausted and would like to sleep. Perhaps I can do something useful for my life – understanding complexity theory as it applies to RI-RC.

Quite a mix of thoughts. The Pillars review is becoming regular – not overwhelming. There is a lot here. We’ve been doing Steps for at least two years and seven weeks. So, we continue. Nothing else comes close.

NNC

Note: If you’ve some interest, but this is the first time you’ve seen Steps, you should go to the beginning blog post. From here you will learn about Steps to Knowledge and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. Begin at the beginning.

If you do know about Steps, but have not done Steps twice completely, read the related materials, and have a sense of the direction of this study, you won’t get the experience. The Introduction begins:

“This is the Steps to Knowledge Continuation Training. It is designed to build upon the Steps that were learned in Steps to Knowledge to enable you to experience the grace, the power and the direction of Knowledge in your life and to become an expression of Knowledge in everything that you do. If you have completed the book, Steps to Knowledge, twice through and have followed the instructions as they were given without altering the curriculum in any way, then you are now ready to begin this more advanced study”.

If you are an independent student, that is certainly an option. Posts here provide a trail that may let you have a virtual companion when and if you want one. One may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps students blogging their experience and you might find a person more like you as a companion, or use a number of such Steps journeys. There are options as well through the Free School of the New Message.

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