Friday, November 6, 2015

x2 Step 310 - I am free because I desire to give. – Journal – Step 309



Today:  Step 310 - I am free because I desire to give. (MP3)

I am free because I desire to give. Step 310
YOUR FREEDOM WILL BE FULFILLED, your freedom will be completed and your freedom will be reclaimed forever through the contribution of your true gifts to the world. You who are now dedicating yourself to give and are learning of the nature of your gift and your responsibility as a giver are setting the stage for your own freedom and securing your own freedom within the world. Do not be discouraged that the world does not hold your values and do not be dismayed that the world does not share your commitment, for there are many within the world and beyond the world who are undertaking the same preparation as you. There are many who have accomplished your current preparation who now serve the world with all their heart and soul.

THUS, YOU ARE PART OF A GREAT LEARNING COMMUNITY. What you are learning now all of the world must learn eventually, for all must reclaim Knowledge. This is God’s Will. We are now attempting to minimize the amount of time it will take and the difficulty that will be encountered. Yet, we understand that evolution must take its course within the individual and within humanity as well. Thus, Knowledge extends itself to support the true evolution of life so that life may realize itself and fulfill itself. This process continues within you and within the world. You who are claiming your studenthood in Knowledge will claim your advocacy for Knowledge. In this, you will increasingly become a force for good in the world—a force that dispels ambivalence, confusion, and conflict, a force for peace, a force for certainty and a force for true cooperation and relationship.

REMEMBER THIS IDEA UPON THE HOUR throughout the day and in your two deeper practice periods, actively engage your mind in thinking about this. Let your mind be a useful instrument of investigation. Once again review all your ideas and beliefs that are associated with today’s idea. Once again realize how ambivalence is still robbing you of inspiration, robbing you of motivation, robbing you of courage and robbing you of relationship. Strengthen your studenthood and your advocacy for Knowledge so that you may further escape ambivalence this day and receive the certainty that is your inheritance.

PRACTICE 310: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly practice.


4:17 p.m. Sunday, June 24, 2001 Back from the Universalist Unitarian picnic @ Charles Burwell's farm/home. It was a meeting where people recited a poem, story – whatever – so – though a visitor – I chose to read from Greater Community Spirituality – It was the first two pages I read. It was received – and afterwards, people asked about the book. Charles, Bob H…, and others. So – I've gone public. Charles also had me speak about my Center for Regional Communities.

At lunch we talked about the development of the U.S. – compared it to Canada – looked at changes. People really don't know, haven't seen – can't understand what has happened. They were positive on the idea of the Center for Regional Communities.

Today's Step – 309 – "The world I see is attempting to become one community". Is perfect for me – my life – my contribution.

– Long practice – opposition to the settlement of conflict our efforts to support & preserve separation. "The world is attempting to become one community". – "Regardless of how the world will proceed in its preparation and its difficulties, it must accomplish this one true goal. Thus you can proceed with certainty".

Inventory your thoughts – own ambivalence about becoming one community. Try to recognize fears and concerns about this. Try to recognize your desire for one community and your understanding that this is necessary".

Negatives of one community – must accommodate many who have negative behavior, uncommon values, and for whom there are greater needs. They are accepted when old values/standards are let go. It may look like a homogenization of life – All McDonald's hamburgers being the same and the use of manufacturing processes to create it.

A community of blood types may be better. Diversity – yet humanity – that is the need. Since we've been so separated – in bringing others together, I don't want to give up.

12:02 a.m. Monday, June 25, 2001 – cards, labels, stationery – now just a letter to final editing & print. TV time – mindless

Practice #2 – "The world I see is attempting to become one community". True – it must be and I am trying to help. Diversity w/o separation. It must be done – and so there must be way.

This Step fits the goals of my soul. A lifetime of work. Still far to go. Let us continue.

NNC

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Often it takes 18 months to get through the Steps once. For this blog, the pace is one-a-day, but it really makes no difference how fast you do it, only that you begin, persist and repeat. Posts here provide a trail that may let you have a virtual companion when and if you want one. One may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps students blogging their experience and you might find a person more like you as a companion, or use a number of such Steps journeys. There are options as well through the Free School of the New Message.

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