Today: (MP3) CT
Step 12 Today I will not try to be happy.
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| Today I will not try to be happy. CT Step 12 |
Being happy is the natural result of being aligned
with Knowledge within yourself and of being close to those who are meant to be
with you and close to that which you are meant to do. This is a deeper kind of
happiness, a confirming kind of happiness, a happiness that resonates all
through your life. It establishes a rightness with yourself, a sense of
integrity and harmony despite whatever difficulties may be facing you in the
moment. For if you are not right with yourself, then what pleasantries on the
outside can allay the pain and the discomfort that this produces? And yet most
people suffer under this duress, for they are not where they need to be, and
they are not with whom they need to be. They are often not engaged in the right
activities. And this produces a discomfort, a sense of wrongness that is very
difficult to avoid.
Therefore, today do not try to be happy. Instead,
look at all the activities that people do to try to be happy. Look at the
expense-of money, of time, of energy trying to be happy. Look at the rewards.
What a high cost is being paid for such fleeting experiences. And look deeper
at whether someone is really right with their own life. The more that people
are not right with their lives, the more that they have to engage in outside
activities to try to allay their own suffering and discomfort. The more
desperate this becomes, the greater the costs, and the more energy invested.
Desperately seeking relief, they are trying to be happy.
Today you do not need to try to be happy. In your
practice in stillness and in your hourly practices in awareness and
discernment, take another step towards bringing your life into true balance.
This cannot be done all at once. It is a process with many steps and many
important decisions along the way. But each step in this direction gives you a
firm foundation. This is a gift that keeps giving itself within you. Then you
find happiness in work and work in happiness. And the desperate attempt to
escape the world and your condition will not be so prevailing. You will find a
greater comfort and a greater ease being in the world even as it is.
If you are to be a force for good in the world,
then everything about your life must be in harmony. That does not mean that
everything that happens to you is good. It does not mean that the world is in
harmony around you. Yet it does mean that the Four Pillars of your life are in
an essential balance.
Beyond your practice in stillness and your hourly
practices, think about this today.
Practice 12: One
30-minute stillness practice.
Contemplation practice.
Hourly practice.
Picture: Las Vegas, Nevada strip – a place people go to
be happy. November 11, 2006.
Plan B - If the MP3 doesn’t work, here’s the link
to the folder: New Message - Student Spoken Steps CT Recordings -
Steps to Knowledge Continuation Training - Working file
From the journal:
9:57
p.m. EDT – Tuesday, September 4, 2001 – Approaching Dulles Airport – Quite a
day… We are on United – thanks to US Airways changing our flight…another free
ticket.
We
left the Golden Buff @10 a.m. – delivered GCS and Steps books to Cindy L… @ Boulder
Unity and then to Mo Siegel @ Celestial Seasonings. I left notes in both
places. At Celestial I bought some things to send to Diane – she's given a lot.
We then went to Flatirons Crossing – there – at Borders I found a CD with
"Walk Right In" 5 the Rooftop Singers. It was $2.99 – 50% off – so I
bought all 3 copies – one for Mom, Diane & me. Also a Moroccan CD – double
set – and “2001: Space Odyssey” DVD.
Flatirons
Mall is well done – the culmination of 40 years of Mall building – 1st indoor
mall? When? 1960?
On
to the airport – no upgrade fee for the van – saving $30 – then @ US Airways –
flight switch & free ticket.
Called
Sarah… She's okay now. Not much contact from Mary Ellen.
On
the plane – one priority from guides (RHG) – Read "Regional Geography"
by Minshull.
This
is a book I found at Paul's in Madison. I yet to get interested in it – having
bought it – July 26 – I think, 5 weeks ago. Read it was the clear message, with
some reference to how hard it was to find the book in the first place.
It
is slow going – three chapters in 3 hours – very helpful – more brain fodder.
How
does doing Steps change your life? You try to get others interested, give them
the books. There was searching in life before, now it is more focused. More
alive? Yes, I think that covers some of it. We continue.
NNC
Note: If you’ve some interest, but this is the
first time you’ve seen Steps, you should go to the beginning blog post. From here you will learn about Steps to Knowledge
and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. Begin at
the beginning.
If you do know about Steps, but have not done Steps
twice completely, read the related materials, and have a sense of the direction
of this study, you won’t get the experience. The Introduction begins:
“This is the Steps
to Knowledge Continuation Training. It is designed to build upon the Steps
that were learned in Steps to Knowledge to
enable you to experience the grace, the power and the direction of Knowledge in
your life and to become an expression of Knowledge in everything that you do.
If you have completed the book, Steps to
Knowledge, twice through and have followed the instructions as they were
given without altering the curriculum in any way, then you are now ready to
begin this more advanced study”.
If you are an independent student, that is
certainly an option. Posts here provide a trail that may let you have a virtual
companion when and if you want one. One may have to study alone, as I did in
the beginning. There are other Steps students blogging their experience and you
might find a person more like you as a companion, or use a number of such Steps
journeys. There are options as well through the Free School of the New Message.
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