This is about my soul's journey on Humanity's Planet - Earth, which began in body in the year 1946. The journey over land and sea led to encountering Greater Community Spirituality in 1997, becoming a student of Steps to Knowledge in 1999 and continuing on to the wider study of The New Message From God, brought to Humanity by The Messenger, Marshall Vian Summers. The purpose is to share my experience as a beginning student of Knowledge. - Tom Christoffel
Sunday, March 29, 2015
x2 Step 88 – Journal Step 87 - I will not be afraid of what I know.
Today: Step 88 - My Higher Self is not an individual. (MP3)
11:26 a.m. Tuesday, November 14,
2000 – the challenge is to do What I know. LTWOK… In spite of weak moments
today, RI moved forward.
7:58 a.m. Still Tuesday…feeling
funky about going back to work. That is the place where I can "Do what I
Step 87 – I will not be afraid of
what I know. The perfect lesson for where I am. I'll have to meditate @ noon &
12:36 p.m. Meditation #1 – Step
87 – "I will not be afraid of what I know." This is been a long-term
issue. There's a mismatch between the world and how it operates. My ideas are
simple and scary to many. S2K says a wise remain hidden. I'm under a rock, but
not by choice. I want to contribute, yet avoid pain. I don't Know if that is
possible. Here I'm fading… Yet visible. There is more to learn.
5:39 p.m. Meditation #2 "I
will not be afraid of what I know." What do I know?
I know that the movement of this
pen is controlled by my spirit self. For the pen to move as I write, my spirit
is served by my mind and then my body. It has taken much time and experience
put this relationship together and understand it. I Know likewise, that all
other humans and many other beings are also reflective of this same
relationship. Spirit inhabits manifestation and directs it through
To Know this relationship is
apparently rare and it isolates me. Apparently, the minds and bodies of humans
took over to such a degree that the connection to Spirit is remote and, where
Becoming spirit is a goal rather
than the current reality. The physical/mental worlds are complex and
interrelated. They draw souls, but there is limited communication. Thought
systems have built up over time and they dominate.
The earth systems are isolated
and don't take into account ET's here from other environments.
With Knowledge, I can awaken and
assist humanity develop the community to deal with ET trespass.
6:25 p.m. I know that
Knowledge/Holy Spirit is and that it will/can/is guiding my life.
The humanity of the world needs
unity and it is that awareness I seek to create with regional
community/regional intelligence. The goal far exceeds what I feel are my resources
in this time and place
Humanity operates with mind/body
under an ego system which is independent of the creator’s spirit. It is a
temporary world, one not sustainable because it does not respect relationships
with all life.
Is there spiritual bondage here?
Perhaps. I can't understand, yet that is a thought.
10:44 p.m. Back from Winchester –
I bought Cindy a diamond anniversary ring. Struggling with the Step – and
wondering what I know. My thought since reading Urantia was that once you got
it – you disappeared from here – fused with your thought adjuster and flashed
to the heavens.
With Holy Instants and Knowledge
contact I've heightened – connecting experiences – but remain here in body.
Spirits to guide manifestation, but here there is a gap – Earth Spell.
GCW says life is risky. We may be
spirit, but we don't run the show. And whatever we do, we don't work alone.
I've no clear partners – yet I’ve friends who have helped me, as I may have
I'm confused, but not fearful. I
wonder if I'm near my purpose?
Now watching "Crossing
Over" with John Edward – a lot remains petty on the other side…or is that
Quite a bit covered this day. The Step encourages thought. Also, notes on the Steps page.
As the page demonstrates,
blue ink being this, the second year, being fallible was my great concern then. Different
times, a Step has a different impact in one’s life.
Note: If you’ve some interest due to this or other
Steps, you should go to the beginning blog post. From here you will learn about Steps to Knowledge
and can begin it on the day that makes sense; then progress as needed. You can
use the posts on this blog as a companion if it helps. They will remain in
order in the archives - one post per Step.
Often it takes 18 months to get through the Steps
once. For this blog, the pace is one-a-day, but it really makes no difference
how fast you do it, only that you begin, persist and repeat. Posts here provide
a trail that may let you have a virtual companion when and if you want one. One
may have to study alone, as I did in the beginning. There are other Steps
students blogging their experience and you might find a person more like you as
a companion, or use a number of such Steps journeys. There are options as well
through the Free School of the New Message.