Friday, January 9, 2015

x2 Step 9 - Journal Step 8 – Today I will be still.


Today:  In stillness all things can be known. Step 9 (MP3)

In stillness all things can be known. Step 9

STILLNESS OF MIND ALLOWS A GREATER MIND TO EMERGE and to reveal its Wisdom. Those who cultivate stillness with a desire for Knowledge will be preparing themselves for greater revelation and true insight to emerge. The insight may emerge during practice or during any normal activity. The important aspect here is that the preparation has been made.

TWICE TODAY PRACTICE YESTERDAY’S PRACTICE OF STILLNESS, but practice without the expectation of a result. Do not use this practice to ask any form of question because you are practicing stillness, in which all speculation, all questions and all searching end. For 15 minutes, twice today, practice stillness once again.

PRACTICE 9: Two 15-minute practice periods.

Picture: Lake Michigan beach at Two Rivers, Wisconsin December 6, 2011

From the journal:  Step 7 – Review

The journal for this day is not directly related to Step 8, but is more about unburdening, continuing on when sick and trying to get the bigger picture of what Greater Community Spirituality is:

9:30 a.m. Sunday, August 27, 2000

The summer is nearly over. Had some bad dreams about work – --- too tired to interact. I closed my eyes – then couldn't open them – I was so fatigued. Leaving the building finally – I decided to submit my resignation for June 30 – about – 9 months away – and do something other than regional cooperation.

Things are not that bad – but the place will go broke soon.

If higher levels of management create regions/regionalize operations for coordination/cooperation among units in service delivery, they should work to foster community, since community precedes cooperation.

9:55 a.m. We seem to have conquered our world. The built-environment of pretty suburban homes – a high-tech world – but it is equally harsh, if not more so, than the wilderness in which tribes interacted. Who/what can survive there?

5:40 p.m. Slow day. Gut still not good. No lawn mowing. No productive time. If – I believe what I want to believe – how is the GCS message anything but another belief system?

9:15 p.m. Back porch – very cool for August. Watched again “The 6th Sense." There is not a clear clue that Bruce Willis had died – thus it's only at the very end after the boy told him to speak to his wife when she was asleep, that we the audience knew.

So – at age 53 – life begins to look quite different than I believed.

GCS appeals to me because it is beyond culture. Relationships I have? – Where will they end up?

Major questioning; this seems to be continuous in this study. Let us continue. Also consider the first year’s posting.

To answer the question about stillness/meditation it is best to go with The Teachers themselves:

“Practicing stillness of mind is really a prerequisite for gaining in touch with the real undercurrent of what is going on with you and what is going on around you. Steps to Knowledge teaches you how to think about things in a very constructive way. We call this contemplation. It is different from meditation. It is contemplation. You are going to contemplate a question about life. You are going to contemplate something, not simply to come up with exciting answers, but really to try to penetrate it. Going deeper than the surface where everyone is so caught up. And your stillness practice is really your meditation because it enables your awareness to go deeper and to connect with Knowledge, which knows. And throughout Steps to Knowledge you set the stage for this inner connection, and you have the opportunity to build this connection every day in little increments. And your life begins to change and your values begin to change and you become more connected to yourself and you realize that you really want quiet more than stimulation, and you realize you really want integrity more than thrills, and you realize you want relationships that have real strength and real direction rather than just exciting interludes with people. This is all the result of refocusing your attention and redirecting your activities and exerting your power to do this.”

This is from: "Taking the Steps to Knowledge" As revealed to Marshall Vian Summers on April 21, 2000 in Boulder, Colorado – The link is to a Google Drive. A .docx reader is available from Microsoft

NNC

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